Taking Risks and Taking Time

Posted on Wed, 04/17/2019 - 15:28 by CourtneyNSpencer

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Intro

 

 

When I transferred to UNC and saw the communications requirement, I immediately thought I'd have to take a public speaking course or something of the sort. So, I was thrilled when I found this course. I taught myself how to use iMovie at a young age and fell in love with making videos for my family, whether that be of our family vacations and other significant events in our lives. They truly mean the world to my family, and I've always felt like it was something that I could give them that was priceless and irreplaceable. From the first day of class, I knew I'd enjoy the material and that the class wouldn't feel like work, for creating pieces of media is fun and intriguing to me. I didn't foresee the challenges I would face and the risks I would soon take, but I was ready to take on whatever was coming our way.

It was somewhat convenient that we started our media journey with video production, for I was happily in my element. However, I have to say, putting words to music and video was certainly a bit different, for I usually begin with ample amounts of video and work from there. As a result of this change, I felt a bit of discomfort, especially when trying to revise my project to its finished product. This was the first time I utilized two very important tools that I would value throughout the semester: time and risks.

In a way, every project caused a bit of discomfort and called me to step out of my comfort zone, and I will touch on these individually as I go through each project. I was proud, however, of my ability to take this discomfort and use it to my advantage. Time played a huge role in this process, for I learned that it was impossible to rush through the creative process and actually produce something I wanted to share. I grew annoyed and frustrated at times with my inability to resolve elements that I deemed imperfect, but I tried to allow myself to be patient with my work. Sometimes the solutions would come naturally, and sometimes they did not. When they did not, I found myself feeling uncomfortable and vulnerable as I decided to take risks. 

Risks are important, even crucial, to our ability to create. If I solely produced music videos for my family forever, I would be very limited in my capabilities to communicate via media... and that's certainly problematic in an increasingly technological world. Before this class, I had no idea how to create GIFs, had never thought about creating a podcast, and was overall fairly inexperienced in these various forms of media. This class allowed me to experiment with many forms of communication, and in my opinion, the risks that I took, though scary, were what ultimately made my work interesting and arguably successful. Maybe the risks were obvious in some pieces and maybe some were not. I will be sure to touch on them as I move through my portfolio. However, the main point that I want viewers to take away from this is this: Don't be afraid to take your time and don't be afraid to get out of your comfort zone. Both things provide anxiety in their own ways, but the opportunity for learning and personal growth is so great in each. With these two tools in my creative toolbox, I was able to create these pieces of media that I am proud and excited to share. I hope you enjoy!


VP

 

 

As mentioned above, this project was the most comfortable project that I completed throughout the semester. When it came to my choice software, I decided to stick to what I knew and use iMovie instead of Adobe Rush like the rest of my classmates. My choice of poetry, however, wasn't as easy of a decision to make.

I'd say I spend the majority of every day overthinking everything. I've always been very emotionally aware and have always loved people. In particular, I've always loved all that people go through to become the people that they are. Additionally, my little sister is a ballerina, and watching her dance has made me appreciate art (and dance) so much more than I did before. So,  with my sister's permission, I decided to use this opportunity to combine my sister's love for dance with her recent struggles in the NYC ballet world to portray a triumphant, yet melancholy, story through video, words, and song.

Finding video clips for this project was surprisingly difficult. There weren't a lot of the kind of artistic dance videos that I was searching for. Originally, I wanted to use clips of my sister dancing, but we tried and failed to get them transferred in high enough quality. So, I decided to focus on a single video of one dancer instead. One of the critiques for my first draft, however, was that using only one video might've been a bad design choice. I was afraid that people might find it a little boring. I knew that trying to combine multiple videos, however, would be challenging. I was right.

It was particularly difficult to combine multiple dance videos, because the speeds and vibes varied so much between them. Therefore, it was definitely a big risk to make that transition, and I wrestled with this decision for a while. Ultimately, I decided to go for it. I had to utilize slow motion a lot and even altered the color a little in some clips. I messed with this project for far longer than it probably looks like I did, but I was ultimately happy with my decision to revise it so much.

Given my experience with iMovie, I think I anticipated that I wouldn't learn much during this project. However, I actually feel like I learned a lot! Most of it was definitely managing anxiety when taking on such a large editing task, for I learned that taking my time and going out of my comfort zone can really pay off and produce a better, more effective product. Additionally, I learned how to do a new editing technique called split screen which I was really excited about. Overall, I am really glad we did this project.

Draft

Revision


Social Media

 

 

This project was a fun one to complete. I've always thought Adobe Photoshop was very intimidating, and though I feel better about it, I don't think my opinion has changed too much. There are so many buttons on that software, and I felt like the settings weren't very user-friendly sometimes. There are many apps that can make memes and photo collages in the matter of a few clicks, so I grew a little impatient with photoshop. However, I've wanted to have some experience with the software for a long time, so I was very glad this course pushed me to do that.
 
The humor element of the memes was the most challenging for me. I'm not very good at one-liners and am definitely not confident in my ability to make people laugh, so I had to run some ideas by my husband. Additionally, being a big fan of The Office, I was tempted to use all Office references. I, of course, tried to stay away from this for some variety.
 
I actually didn't think our collage was supposed to be funny at first, so it took me a few tries to create something I liked. In fact, both my memes took two tries. They can all be seen on my instagram page. So, I think it's fair to say that this whole project was out of my comfort zone. My major risk with these was the decision to use Mary Poppins, a character from a child-friendly movie, as an advertisement for alcohol. I do think it's a clever play on words and am happy with how it turned out.
 
The GIFs were probably my greatest challenge of the semester. Using Photoshop as a GIF creator was extremely difficult for me. Not only did we have to be creative/somewhat clever, the editing and overall creation was complicated! At first, Dr. Anderson and I couldn't figure out how to make words appear one at a time instead of disappear one at a time, because it was a very touchy system. I ended up utilizing iMovie (again) to make the words appear how I wanted them to on both GIFs. The major risk in the creation of these was my choice to use my own wedding photos and try to make them look artistic through motion. I actually utilized an app for this to make the sky and my dress appear as if they are moving. Overall, these took way longer than I expected, but I was extremely proud of how they turned out!
 
Lastly, I thought the instagram stories were one of the most enjoyable projects of the semester. I use instagram a lot, so I was comfortable enough with the controls. However, what I chose to do with the video story was far more complicated than anything I've done before on my personal page. I actually took screen-grabs of various videos of the sun, moon, and stars moving and overlapped them with videos of people. The poem I used was separated into 4 parts: an intro, the sun, the moon, and the stars, so I wanted my videos to clearly show that separation. It took a lot of time and effort, but I thought it was worth it in the end. I was very worried it was too emotional and too much like the video poem, so I felt it was a huge risk to make a somewhat casual assignment so serious. I actually had to convince myself to go through with it. I'm glad I did!
 
On the other hand, the photo story wasn't as difficult for me. I was a little nervous to show more wedding photos for a variety of reasons, but my wedding just happened in October, so it is fresh in my mind. I also felt like it would be a good story to tell in parts. I decided to put our first dance song "Perfect" by Ed Sheeran on top of the picture of us dancing, and I like how that turned out, though I kind of wish instagram made it possible to overlay the song over multiple photos/videos (continuously). Overall, this was a super fun and important project for us. I enjoyed it very much!
 
Instagram Meme 1
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Instagram Meme 2
Meme 2: Collage
Animated GIF Meme
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Animated GIF Art
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Instagram Story 1
 
Instagram Story 2
 

Audio Essay

 

 

Fun fact: I actually rushed to do the research for this project as we pulled away on a cruise ship for our honeymoon. I ended up paying for wifi for the day. That's what I get for procrastinating! Anyway, this project was an interesting one for me. It isn't a big one that stands out for a couple of reasons... I don't love my voice, I am not a big podcast/audio essay person, and it just really isn't in my element. I also didn't feel super attached to any of the topic choices. I chose memes because it seemed to be the subject I was most familiar with, but in hindsight, I believe I should've taken a risk even with my topic choice!

This project had possibly my greatest challenge and source of frustration this semester: sounding casual while delivering an audio piece. I was already self-conscious about my voice, so to have to nervously deliver words while attempting to sound conversational.... well, it took a few tries, and I still wasn't thrilled with it. This was the major source of my revision, along with a few tweaks here and there. Though the changes were relatively small and technical, I think my revision was much more effective than my original draft.

I think there is a lot to be learned from this project and how I struggled with it. To start, it's good to try new things and to take the time to try new things. I would've never done this on my own, and I do see the value in it now. Secondly, it was exciting to use a new software. Again, I chose the Apple version (GarageBand), and it was actually much more challenging than I anticipated. I had to learn A LOT about the controls, so the technical aspect of this project was particularly challenging too.

Overall, I think this project was a risk as a whole. Though it was more of a required risk, I am so glad that I did it. I grew more comfortable and confident with my voice, learned how to use a new software, and dove into a creative realm I've never experienced before. I am happy with how it turned out, too!

Audio Essay Script

Memes Audio Essay

Memes Audio Essay Revision


Podcast

 

 

This project made me appreciate podcasts SO much more. As I mentioned before, I am not a big podcast person. I don't generally enjoy listening to them and have never had an inclination to make one. However, it was honestly so much fun! I was immediately nervous about this project, because again, it was very far out of my realm of comfortability. My anxiety was all for nothing though, because my husband and I just talked normally and before we knew it, we were passed 20 minutes.

This was a really cool project overall, because everything about it was a learning experience. Trying to organize research, quotes, and talking points ahead of time took patience, time, and a lot of practice. We also had to use new equipment, which took some time to figure out (my computer was set to only use its own speakers). We were amazed what that microphone could do, though! Lastly and most importantly, we learned the value of real, casual conversation. 

I didn't realize how easy it would be to sound natural during this project, but it was like a light went off at the end of the tunnel after my struggle with the audio essay. I was amazed at where the conversation just naturally went and how little effort it took to learn so much about memes in a short amount of time. The major difference between the audio essay and podcast was this duel participation, and I felt like it was so effective and informative compared to a single person speaking. So, again, this whole project felt like a major risk, but it had great and surprising payoffs!

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Meme Podcast


Reflection Videos

 

 

Reflection videos allowed us the opportunity to stop and think about the work we were creating. I felt like these projects were very grounding, for they helped me slow down, take in my work, and realize how much I had learned and how much I could teach/share with people. Playing with the screen recorder was an enjoyable process, and I feel like that is a very useful tool that I will utilize a lot in the future. Of the two, the audio reflection was definitely the most challenging given its nature, for it was difficult to know what to put on the screen to keep the video interesting. Overall, I think the key to these was definitely time. Each took several hours to compile and were less risky since we were merely reflecting on our work. I had never watched or created one of these before, but I feel like I will definitely do that now if I feel like I need help with a new software or project. 

 

Visual Reflection

Video Storyboard Video Script

Audio Reflection

Audio Reflection

 


Comments to Classmates

 

 

A big part of the learning and revision process is giving and receiving peer review feedback. It is important to get multiple perspectives of your work and to take it into consideration when trying to improve your overall presentation. Over the course of the semester, I was able to give my feedback to many classmates and was hopefully able to help them along the way. My classmates certainly helped me analyze elements of my creative projects and tweak them to the overall presentation's advantage. Without their help, my work would be limited, for feedback helps give projects the finishing touches that they need to become polished products.

Comments to Classmates

Comment to Ryan

Comment to Jaquez

Comment to Ariana

Comment to Sam

Comment to Kaylie

Comment to Will

 


Comments on Readings

 

 

Throughout the semester, we were assigned various readings on what we were learning. Overall, I found them very interesting and enjoyable. This is a compilation of all of my reactions to the readings over the last several months. I found these assignments useful and was happy to engage with the material before actually attempting to create something myself. It was also useful to do some research/find examples before coming to class that day. Each photo is linked to the original posting (and thus, article). 

Comments on Readings

Visual Strategies

Photoshop and Memes

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Other

 

 

This is a short list of all of the activities I've completed this semester that I haven't mentioned.

Improv Video Assignment

First GIF Attempt

Second GIF Attempt

Improv Video Assignment 2

Improv Audio

March 1st Daily Assignment

March 6th Daily Assignment

Audio Snippet

 


Conclusion

 

 

Overall, this has been a very enjoyable course, and I'm so glad I took it. I was able to learn so much about different kinds of media and actually create each kind with new software, techniques, and experience. I used collaboration with my classmates and professor to improve my overall projects and produce pieces of media that I was proud of and excited to share. Most importantly, I learned how to become comfortable in my discomfort and excel with risk-taking. Thank-you for taking the time to view my media and learn about the process I took to get here, and special thanks to Dr. Anderson for helping me and my classmates along the way. It was a great semester in this course!

 

Trouble-shooting Class Website:

Some elements in this portfolio aren't representative of my work. I have tried everything to fix them. I have even tried analyzing and playing with the codes. The portfolio looks perfect when I'm editing it, but small details change when I save it (second header isn't centered, social media section in bold font despite there not being a < strong > code anywhere, etc.). So, I thought I'd demonstrate that by screen grabbing my view of things.